well....i was kinda angry yesterday so......
watever i said was out of anger......
i dun really mean it ,
I DON'T HATE YOU ,
sorry,
but if u had not gone that time.....
i wouldn't have learnt to forgive and forget.....
i have forgiven this guy who i hated since 2009......
it was bcoz of sthing he said to me.....
so i got rEAlly angry with him......
but now i have forgiven him.....
coz he said he was sorry.......
n i then decided to forgive him.....
we should not stack up enemies......
it feels soo good to forgive......
wow this is a really good.....
i feel really good after forgiving him.....
=)
sooo.........
i am thankful that u made me wait for 2 and the half hours........
i would have been talking to u the whole time if u had not gone....
n i would not have decided to forgive him.....
n he would still be my enemy.....
but u changed that......
THANK YOU ,
THANKS A LOT ,
but seriously.....
don't ever make me wait again.......
i just hate waiting.....
OK
next time....u won't be forgiven ,
so watch ur words n learn to be punctual ,
or else u better say goodbye to me,
i can still go on without you.....
i think i can ,
i am not sure......
but that depends on ur luck.....
u were lucky this time,
so
u will still be with me.....
i guess u would....
i will be waiting for the decision on 25/12/11
so....
don't make the wrong decision ,
i hope you won't
PLEASE DON'T MAKE THE WRONG DECISION !!!!!
how long more?????
seriously la....
i hate waiting u know.....
already i have to wait for 25 /12/11 for the decision.......
now u make me wait for 2 hours n 30 mins.....
seriously......
naa oru tappana mudive ethethen ne thonedhe,
i dunno why...i just feel that way......
i shouldn't have said anything.....
i seriously regret now......
how much longer are u gonna make me wait in the future ?????
maybe b4 the decision on the 25/12/11 i might just move away......
to just avoid the sight.....
the unpleasant sight.....
bahut bura lagthi hey......
seriously but.....
i dun think i have any other choice....
do i ?
i do not think so.......
so don't make me wait anymore....
please.....
i can't take it any longer....
2 hours n 30 min.....
wat the heck do u think of urself ? huh????????
well.....u certainly do not know me ......
u think u do but u don't reallly don't
hey.....
if u are leaving say bye....dun say i'll brb....
u seriously have to learn how to talk to not confuse people !!!!!!!
why la....
seriously wat do u want from me ?????
can't u see ?????
are u blind or sthing ??????
why ????
i just can't understand......
pls...
if u r reading this.....
u would understand wat i mean,
i am sorry.....
but i am no longer gonna tolerate all this behaviour.....
even if i want to tolerate it ...i just can't ..'
i am a very impatient person....
n i am now thinking over my decision.....for 25/12/11
hmmm.......
i have nthing else to tell u.....
( that is if u ever read it no or in the future when everything is over )
ps: don't bother my spelling errors.....
i did this when i was really angry with someone(i hope that person reads it)
so thats all......
remeber i wrote this out of anger...
i might change my mind again if u r lucky !!!!!
but i guess...
u r just not lucky !!!!!
My Lovely Teacher .. well this is about puan Nirmala of course as u all know that she is my all time favorite teacher, not about her.... just stuff that kinda links to her...
STORY starts ~~~~~~
hmmm ...
it all started when i was in taman negara...
we(me n my family not puan Nirmala just in case u were wondering) reached there at night....
since u all know that we are vegetarians...
it goes like this .....
the dude working in the shop said he can make vege food....
since we had no other choice coz it was raya....
we had to eat there as all the shops was closed....
can u believe it...
that place it tourist attraction but shops are closed!!!!!
my country is great right ?????
anyways...so the dude served the food and i already ate two mouths of it after my mom said it was safe to eat ( no meat)....
then my sis shouted there's egg in there...
n we were saying no...
then we called the guy...
that dude said ...oh i'm soo sorry i forgot...
then the next place was vegetarian...
we made sure it was....
so ....
i was feeling horrible about eating eggs as i am a vegetarian....
i felt like i commited the worst sin ever...
and i was having a hard time forgetting n forgiving myself...
and i kept crying the whole time( i was hiding and doin it coz i din one my family to know how i felt)
so when we went home...
i had a dream about puan Nirmala...
she came to c me at mumtaz bm tuition(she was pregnant and was wearing a red dress or punjabi suit...i dun really remember)...
and then she asked mumtaz if she could see me...
then she asked me quietly...
why were you srying the whole time...
i was like...
huh ????? i was crying ?????
then i woke up....
few days later i performed for my Hari M'sia at my skul...
it was also the day the australian delegates came to my skul...
n the day khoo kay kim came to our skul...
so i dance to the song called liquid dance....
it was a mixture of bharatha natyam and kathak...
it seems that there was a wardrobe malfunction on that day....
on monday....
puan Nirmala asked me to come see her...
there i was standing in front of her...
she kept smiling...n i kept wondering why did she want to c me...
then she finally said...i actually wanted to compliment you...
then i started blushing...
she said she loved the way i danced...
my expressions n movements very really beautiful...
then i blushed even more.... =D
then she said she is looking frward for more dance performance frm me !!!!!
then here come the great Tuesday !!!!!
hmm....the day is tuesday....
bm teacher din come again( she had been absent for like almost 2 months)
sooo puan Nirmala ganti....
after recess when i entered the class....
she was here....
i said good morning teacher...
and went to my place...i was still standing when she opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something...but stopped....
then she came close to my table...and whispered...
did puan pengetua come see u personally?????
then i was like!!!!! huh no la teacher....
then she was like....
did she realise the wardrobe malfunction?
then i was like ya...
then she was like...
did she scold u or anything....
then i was like no la teacher....
then she was like...hmmm
then i was teacher but the was aswini's mom who told me bout the wardrobe malfunction....
n also puan pengetua was staring at me the whole performance....but din look at anyone else....this really freaked me out la...i could not concentrate...
then she was like...
maybe u r soo pretty that she couldn't help but watch u....
then i was trying to cover up my blushing but...it din work...
(no idea why i blush when people praise me)
then i went around shouting at everyone...saying puan Nirmala called me beautiful....
yay yay.....LOL i know it is very childish.....
thusday ! comes but i'll be happier on fridays !!!!!
hmm...puan noreen pula asked bout puan pengetua shouting at me until i was crying the whole day....coz i was soo sad....
then i was like....
NOOOOO i din do that (cry) ....puan pengetua din even come n see me...
then she was like ohh...
the teacher seems to be spreading rumors then.......
i was like huh...the i was thinking to myself that i should ask puan Nirmala about this...
b4 goin home.....
i saw her ,she was talking to chandrika and her gang...
she was asking if they needed an umbrella or they had any transport problem....(ain't she sweet????? exactly why i like her.....)
so i talked to her ...
i was like...teacher...
i heard that there are other teachers spreading rumors bout me...
then she was like...
yes amma...i really pity u...
look at people nowdays huh...how they go around spreading stories...it is an indian...then i asked is it puan shanti...
then she asked how am i goin home...
then i said...my sis would be fetching me at 2...
then she was like ok..n then she walked to the staffroom...
....
okay....now people...
try remember wat i mentioned bout my dream earlier....
c she did ask me bout crying and all...n i had no idea that i even cried...
dun u think it is weird that part of my dream came true...
some part din come true...like the part where she came to my tuition in my dream...n the part where she was pregnant in my dream....
last time oso once...
i dream bout her i form 3 time...i forgot wat the dream was about but i remember describing to sook ming that puan Nirmala was wearing a red punjabi suit...and the pants had polka dots on it...n seriously...the next day she was wearing that to skul....i was like...oh my goodness...
when i was form 2 pula...i dream the whole skul was on fire...the next day when i went to skul...we did an experiment in the science lab and the whole experiment went on fire...but we poured water on it so it was ok after that....n we din continue the experiment
i find it weird that some of my dreams are coming true...
some how all my dreams which came true...have one thing similar in them...
the form 2 dream the fire was red,the form 3 dream she was wearing a red punjabi suit and this dream she was wearing something red but not sure if it was a punjabi suit or a dress...the dream was kinda blurry...
don't you?????
FYI : teacher i love you !!!!!
i'm still trying to find out your b'day.....
वत इ स्पोके तो पुं निर्मला ...
ह्म्म्म...
इ वेंट तो हेर एंड अस्केद अबाउट लितेरतुरे फर्स्ट...
एंड थें शे स्टार्टेड तेअचिंग में॥
शे इस वैरी वैरी स्वीट॥
इ लिखे थे वे शे तल्क्स तो में...
तो आफ्टर शे थौघ्त में....
इ सत्र्तेद माय अक्सिंग इफ आईटी वास कांसिदेरेड रुदे तो गो आस्क फॉर अ पोसितिओन ठाट इ वांट...
थें शे सैद....
इफ उ ट्रस्ट में तेल में यौर प्रॉब्लम...
थें इ वास हेसितातिंग अत फर्स्ट...
थें इ देसिदेद आईटी इस नोथिंग वरोंग तो तेल...
व्हेन शे अल्रेअद्य क्नोव्स माय फॅमिली प्रॉब्लम...
वही वौल्दं'टी इ मंद तेल्लिंग हेर थिस...व्हिच इस वे स्मालर कोम्परेड तो ठाट प्रॉब्लम...
इ टोल्ड हेर...ठाट ली अन्न वांट्स तो बे सीओ एडिटर...
एंड सू दो इ...
इ टोल्ड हेर अबाउट अन्न'स बेहविऔर...
थें शे सैद इफ शे वास इ माय प्लेस ....
शे वौल्ड गो टॉक तो थे तेअचेर इन्चार्गे...
थें इ वास स्लिघ्त्ली रेलुक्टंत...
बुत शे सैद आईटी वौल्ड हेल्प...
सो इ फोल्लोवेद हेर अद्विस...
एंड माय विश कामे त्रुए...
पुं बेबी सैद...ठाट थे
अज्क्स...दीद नोट लिखे अन्न सो थे वांटेड धर्शिनी...
पुं बेबी टोल्ड थेम ठाट धर्शिनी इस किन्दा ब्लुर सो शे वांटेड तो गिवे आईटी तो में बुत वास अफ्रैद ठाट इ वास तू सोफ्ट...
व्हेन इ टोल्ड पुं बेबी ठाट इ कैन स्कोल्ड पोपले...शे सैद...
ओके सींचे उ र वैरी कांफिडेंट...
इ शाल गिवे उ ठाट जॉब ...
इ वास वैरी वैरी हैप्पी....
thats the secret..............
1.my b'day party on the 12 of june
it was absolutely stupendofantabulasticallyfantastical...not all of my friends were able to come but we had alots of fun...
2.dharshi's b'day partyon the 16th of june
was equally as fun as mine....i loooved the games =D
3.erm...did i say anything bout my talk with puan nirmala in my previous post....
if no i shall have it translated in my next =D...so someone would not be able to know about wat i am talking about...muahahaha...i feel evil ...
4.heys day...
it fell on a sunday so i kinda forgot to wish the two main people...when tina wished me on wednesday i only remembered....n wished dharshi
5.lee ann n i had almost the same dream
puan nirmala was in it...in mine, she came to a restaurant with her family n me n my family...she was like talking to my parents...i was fighting with leashita...daya was trying to stop the fight...
in hers..she dreamt that puan nirmala came to her hse...n told her parents that she is not improving in her literature n she should drop that subject....also her whole family was in the dream...
6.frog operation day...
i barely even touched the frog...everyone else cut it n i just posed like i cut it to n snapped a pic...haahaa...
7.choral speaking comp...
we got second...but soo wat...at least we have a kedudukan...wee !!!!!
8.did i tell u that i got the co editor post?....yay i am just sooo excited...i can't control myself....
9.madarasipatinam...
superb movie...n would love to watch it again
10.the last airbender...
also a superb movie...watched it twice...once second time in 3-D...dev patel looks sooo cute... muax...and i declare myself as princess yue....haha...
i thinks thats all for voila until the next one bye !!!!!
i talked to her bout her sil...
asked if she was related 2 anyone by the name of irene jayanthy...
she said yes...
then asked bout where she is from....
then....
bla bla bla....
kept talking....
then i asked her how do u no my mom is a teacher...
then she was like...
i din know,someone told me she is very beautiful.....
i was like ....
okay?????
then she was like...
why is everyone okay to u...
in my mind ...i was like...
i din mean that by sayin ok...
then she smiled at me...
the she said...if ur mom ever comes here...
i would like to see her n talk to her.....
थें इ टोल्ड हेर नोट तो तेल माय मोम अन्य्थिंग बौत वाटेव इ टोल्ड हेर काज माय मोम वौल्ड किल में...
थें शे वास लिखे...
एस एस इ उन्देर्स्तंद....
आईटी इस वैरी वैरी पेरसोनल...
न पोपले वौल्ड नोट वांट तो टॉक अबाउट आईटी तो अन्योने...
then i smiled...
said thanks....
n left .......
=D
i was wondering...
should i or shouldn't i....
but with all the tears dropping from my eyes....
i just had to....
those eyes were sooo convincing.....
sooo i poured everything that was in my heart....
n that voice told me a lots of things...
a story sooo similar to mine....
just hoping it wouldn't happen in my life....
like it did to that pityful soul...
that voice knew that i had suffered a lot....
n that voice believed wateva i had said to that ears....
that voice knew i wasn't lying....
n everything i said was nothing but the truth...
when i cried....
those hands wiped off the tears...
n those hands went around me ....
those hands hugged me....
those hands belonged to the the same person who owns that voice....
that voice....
that voice....
that voice....
interrupted by a vampire...
n i had to leave.....
that voice....
that voice....
that voice....
this was written by me....dun steal it...ok....
aishu's property...
अश्विना...
इ ऍम तल्किंग बौत निर्मला तेअचेर...
इफ इ फोरगेट...
इ शाल रीड थिस तो रमिंद म्य्सेल्फ़....
सेरिऔस्ल्य...
ठनक यू...
इ पौरेड माय हेअर्त आउट तो यू....
इ क्रिएद एंड टोल्ड उ एवेरी थिंग....
न उ हुग्गेद में अगेन....
ठनक पुं निर्मला......
इ लव यू सोऊ मच....
थैंक्स फॉर थे रेसेंट हग.... <3
happy teachers day....
it was held on the 14 of may in my skul....
the perasmian had a rocket shot into the air.....
nothing so cool bout that coz we know how to do it.....
thanks to form 4 physics........haha....
then the teachers was playing games.....
but i wasn't even watchin it....
i helped this girl called
rasyini yuri gagarin to get a picture of chandrika.....
(wondering why is her name raysyini yuri gagarin?
welll...according to dharshini...
her father was born when yuri gagarin went to space so her grandfather decided to name his son yuri gagarin....
wow...)
n chandrika din even realise tat it wasn't my camera....
not until i walked away smiling....
weird that ponmullai n tina realised n neva said anything..
haha....
it was funny though..........
after that.....i gave the teachers day card to puan nirmala
actually she was walking behind us when i was telling dharshini what had happened....
then she asked about our literature books....
then i took out the card for her frm my bag n said
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY n handed the card to her......
then she hugged me....
i was sooo excited....
the we went to the bilik guru to give the other teachers cards...
puan lily hugged me too....
wow...she look soo pretty that day.....
she should dress more like that.....
then i saw the flowers we bought for puan noreen....
thank good ness she wasn't allergic to orchids...
or else i wouldn't know what to do about the flowers.....
thanks to dharshini......
she ordered the flowers....
it was soo nice............
n then we went to the canteen to buy teh o ice i think for puan salmizan..........
then we went back to the bilik guru to give it to her....
after that.....
puan noreen asked us to put something in the store....
but we couldn't open it so v gave it back to her............
the we went n ate....
then puan nirmala came n told us to tell leashita to go c her la...
then after v ate i told leashi what teacher had said......
then dharshi was like...why is she eating there....
then i was like....
exactly...
then we just smiled n continued walking....
then after that....
puan nirmala came and sat there in the pavillion....
we were on the floor....
then we decided to go n ask puan nirmala if it was ok to take a pic of her....
then she was like...for wat...
to put on facebook....
then i just smiled....
then she was like...
if i take a pic with u then everyone will ask.....
i think she realised that i would be sad....
then she just agreed....
i was sooo happy....
then i remembered that on the raptai sukan...
when i n vila asked her she din let....
but now when i asked her she said yes....
how sweet of her right.....
then after that all the performance n games started...
i wasn't quite paying attention..i was busy writing a poem...
for my story....
but i was fully paying attention to the dance performance....
pity the malay dance people...
the cd spoiled...but they continued dancing.....
n the crowd started singing for them...
sooo cool right....
the chinese dance was good...
but the indian dance...
i think even i can do beta...
nowadays...that gang can't choreograph properly....
they r loosing it....
i can do beta...
their performance was not as good as our love mera hit hit soniye last year....
i have nothing to say after that....
THE END
hmm...3 days.......
haiz ...
but it was kinda good la......
i learnt how to compose notes to songs by listening to them.......
but it is very hard la.....
but still it was a progress......
from nothing......
but those people were supposed to write a song for us not take wateva as already in our book....
thats cheating la......
niways......
the performance that day was good......
b4 the performance puan nirmala was practically lecturing me on how to be a good treasurer.......
i just listened........
i am following a little by little la......
but erm.......sooooooo hard..
ish ish ish..........
she is a nice person but .........
can i trust her.......
is she telling the truth........
that part confuses me.......
neva mind back to the topic........
so after that.....
at the end of the show.........
we all were practically........
jumping n dancing on the stage....n the principal said nothing.......
haha........
i was really fun.......
i enjoyed myself a lot.......
hmmm......
wonder if i would be brave to do it again..........
haha.........
the point is i enjoyed la.......
i just hope the approve the mini orchestra.......
can't wait for the decision......
:)
barely even studied.........
went to skul...
1st masa...
thats why people say........
just stay in the class u r in.......
ARGH
SOOOO DAMN IRRITATING.............
n then put away the documents of those who pindah...........
u noe how irritating that is ah.....
puan nirmala said she wanted to talk to me.......
she asked me to come a few minutes b4 chemistry finish.......
i forgot....
so i thought of goin english time.......
puan noreen din let me do so.........
n went to 3 jed...
n they told me that she already went to bilik guru...
then i went to bilik guru.....
i kept walking in n out of the bilik guru....
until at last i saw her....
she sat at a different teacher's table n called me.........
but since the bilik guru is soo tiny....
iSHhhhhhhhhhhhhh
just imagine....
with my huge skul bag....
i couldn't walk through any where
the when i finnally reached her.....
she was like....
i was like.....
"huh...wat teacher"
then she was like nothing.......
she asked me to keep talking to this girl n find out who she is.........
wow....
good to know she trusts me........
then she was like..........
then she started talking bout how she was teaching for 10 years n no one found out her b'day....
i just smiled..........
then she asked....
~THE END~
mornin when i arrived at skul........
i saw her.....
i was actually wondering why was she dressed up in such a way.....
not in her usual punjabi suit...........
then they tell me that he is goin for a competition.......
so she wouldn't be comin for literature class........
i was like haiz...........
wasted 3 masa of literature....
then i found out bm teacher oso not comin.........
then for moral...
we din study....
we did some activty......
for sivik also v din study.......
neva studies a single thing the whole day.......
soooo bored.......
n also with attitude of some idiots.........
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................
just accept the fact la.....dun be such a pest...........
i agree with mikey that హి దిసేర్వేస్ బెటర్ తన రోశినీ .................
ఐ లికె హిం ........

అల్థౌఘ్ ఐ దున్ అగ్రీ ఇట్ ఇన్ ఫ్రంట్ అఫ్ మై ఫ్రేంస్............
ఐ సవ్ తట్ హి ఇస్ ఉగ్ల్య్ న అల్...........
ఇన్సిదె మ్య్సెల్ఫ్ ఐ థింక్ తట్ హి ఇస్ రియల్లీ వేరి వేరి హన్ద్సోమే.............
న ఐ రియల్లీ లికె హిం.........
ఐ హొపే హి లికెస్ మే తోఓఒ...........
బట్ ఐ దున్ థింక్ సో ల......
బట్ ఫ హి దోఎస్......
ఐ'ల్ బె మోర్ తన హ్యాపీ తో మర్రి హిం ఇన్ ది ఫుతురె.............
haha.......
இஸ் இஸ் இஸ் ...
హౌ దారే శే ఒఫ్ఫెంద్ మే బి సయింగ్ తట్ శే సీస్ మే అస్ అ హుసే వైఫ్ ఇన్ ది ఫుతురే...
అర్ఘ....
హౌ దారే శే సి సుచ్ అ థింగ్....
ఐ అం సూ దిస్సపాయింతేడ్ విత్ హర్ ...
శే సైడ్ దర్శిని లూక్స్ లికె సొమెఒనె వ్హో వౌల్ద్ బెకమే అ లెక్చరర్ ఇన్ ది ఫుతురే.....
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హౌ దారే శే....
సెరిఔస్ల్య....
దోఎస్ శే థింక్ శే ఇస్ తట్ గ్రేట్.....
ఎస్ శే ఇస్ స్మార్ట్......
బట్....
హలో....
పీపుల్ హవె ఫీలింగ్స్ ఉ క్నౌ.....
శే దోఎస్న్'త హవె ది పెర్సొనలితి ఐ హవె....
జస్ట్ బెకాఉసే శే ఇస్ స్మరి...
ఇట్ దోఎస్న్'త మేయన్ తట్ శే ఇస్ గ్రేట్....
తేరే ఇస్ అల్వయ్స్ సొమెఒనె బెటర్ తన తెం.......
இஸ் இஸ் இஸ்......
ఐ శాలల్ ప్రొవె తెం వ్రొంగ్......
థెయ్ హవె నో రిఘ్త్స్ తో సి స్తుఫ్ఫ్ బౌత్ మే ......
ఎస్పెకిఅల్ల్య స్తుఫ్ఫ్ లికె తట్............
నేవ.....
అర్ఘ /.....................
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH....................................HOW DARE SHE?????????????????
9th april 2010
sports day...blue hse got 3rd placing.....or 4th not sure...
i went back early.....
10th april 2010
that mornin when i woke up....
i found out that my 11 year old dog had died.....
i was sooo sad...
but din show my sadness to my family members....
16th or 17th of april
some girl called nirmala nimmi added me....
my instincts kept tellin me it waz puan nirmala....
but she kept denying it....
FRUSTRATED...
nobody but me believed that it was her....
she still haven't agree but i can feel it is her.......
20th april 2010
found out her real b'day....
i mean puan nirmala....
i tried askin her daughter daya but puan nirmala din let her say.....
but we saw her ic no....
601001-??-????
after that i dun remember....
it was shockin to know that she is 50....
she looks nothin like a 50 year old.....
she looks so young.....
wow...
just wow....
so this year is her golden b'day...
have gotta wish her or make her something at least....
for tamil new year...
i gave her sweet rice n she gave me laddoo....
i love laddoo's....
i have loved eatin it even b4 she gave it to me....
i am makin a note here to those who think i oni like it bcoz she gave it to me.....
sooo wrong.....
they r.........
7/4/2010
MORNING
in my house i had this feeling that my money was gonna be missing....i have no idea why....that was raptai sukan day..even in skul i had that feeling but i just forgot it after i saw my friends...we were soo happily snapping pictures......then i wanted to get a shot of puan nirmala from far but it was not clear....so vila said we can go n ask her n snap a pic with her....so i ,vila n tina when to her....vila was kinda like pestering her to snap a pic...but puan nirmala said she din wan to....then tina said...teacher ashvinaa like ur punjabi suit...i stared at tina for saying so...i do like puan nirmala but this tina ah...really la....so teacher was like....this suit ah,already old n ugly...then tina was like.....no teacher ,ashvinaa likes pink a lot....then puan nirmala was like.....u r the pink kind ah ye,it is a colour that oni some people look nice in.....then i stupidly said.....i look great in pink....then puan nirmala said to puan lily....oh she is like leashita,saying i look great.....then vila was still pestering teacher to take a pic.....so....puan lily said...stop vila,i think u should respect ur teachers privacy.....then vila was like ...ok sorry teacher...then we walked off....with a pic of teacher palms covering her face.........after that we were having so much fun snapping pics.....
RECESS
i was thinking of taking my my scholastic form....i wanted to give it to teacher when she was at her place....but she wasn't there.....the scholastic form had been in my bag the whole day...i din check my bag...i just took my food n left to the canteen.....
AFTER RECESS
after bm.....i went for moral class......in the classroom....i saw my form....n realised my money was missing.....i started checking my bag .....i knew it was stolen......but dharshini kept saying that i misplaced it....i checked my bad thoroughly to please her....but she kept on saying that i had misplaced it.....she asked me to check in my classroom...maybe it fell.....so i went back to the classroom n found that my money was not there as i expected.....so i n lee ann went to report to puan nirmala but since we couldn't find her....we told to puan lily.....n then to the ketua prefect....n then back to puan lily...she said that thank god they oni stole ur money not the class money.....after that i went back to my moral class crying...then something made me check my class money(i am the class treasurer)....the envolope was fat as usual.....but when i opened it....there was oni 5 ringgit...the others were missing....that made me cry even more....n then dharshini said...oh then definately someone stole it....i was glad that at last she actually believed me....haiz....i was crying even more harder....that the class money is missing...then we went to search for puan lily...then she was like...we can't do anything bout it....she asked me to cry out all my sadness...then we had to go n tell puan nirmala as well...coz she is the disiplin teacher.....so ya....she was teachin....n we called her out of class.....then we told her everything....then i started crying again....then suddenly her hand went around me .....it was then i realised that she was hugging me....i was crying but at the same time i was very happy that she hugged me....शे वास लिखे अ सेकंड मदर तो में..... thats what i wanted.....but i was happy that she hugged me la...i was crying teruk teruk(i always cry teruk-teruk when eva i cry)....3 tear dops fell on the dupatha.....n then she realised that i was crying teruk teruk.....then she said......why r u crying like this la.....u r crying like as though ur husband left u or u lost ur boyfriend or something....then i gigled a little...but it wasn't enough to stop me crying.....the she finally let go off me......(she was hugging me that long)...i was till crying....the teacher was like okok....i will wait for ur scholastic form.....but i was still crying....so it was a horrible day...the oni thing a was hapi about was the hug.....
IN THE BUS
gayathiry said she saw 4 or five girls in the class....i have a feeling it was them but....we cant do anything.....so curse them la.....i oso forgot whet i cursed them la...but i remember shouting in the classroom that they will rot in hell....
i do not forgive people easily......i also do not accept my mistake easily......hehe
today was the day we r supposed to create n launch our rocket....
on that day oso.....i talked to puan nirmala....
i wanted to ask her about scholastic.........
the she was like....
WHY ?U TELL ME WHEN CAN U SEND IT TO ME...
n the suddenly she said.....
NEXT WEEK WEDNESDAY IS TAMIL NU YEAR...WAT R U GONNE GET ME.....
i was like what?????n i stared at her.....
then she frowned at me....
then i din actually do anythin n i said thank u teacher n walked away......
FLASHBACK
-I THINK BOUT A WEEK AGO......I WENT TO ASK HER THE SCHOLASTIC FORM.....
THEN SHE WAS LIKE 'WHY U WAN THAT...BABY ONE LA HAIYOH'
THEN I WAS LIKE....THERE IS A BOOK IN THERE THAT I WAN .....
THEN I JUST TOOK IT FRM HER TABLE.....
B4 SCHOOL FINISH.....
SHE CALLED ME......
HERE IS UR SCHOLASTIC FORM.....
THEN I WAS LIKE I TOOK ADY TEACHER.......
BUT ANYWAYS THANKS......
N THEN SHE SMILED N SAID....MISS JEYABALAN......
I HAVE NO I DEA WHY SHE CALLED MY SURNAME.......
SHE COULD HAVE JUST CALLED ME ASHVINAA....BUT SHE DIDN'T....
-A WEEK B4 THAT I THINK......
I FAILED MY LITERATURE EXAM.....
BUT I DIN CRY......LIKE HOW I DID FOR FAILING ADD MATHS......I WENT TO HER TABLE TO TAKE MY PAPER....
SHE ASKED ME TO SIT BESIDE HER.....
N SHE STARTED EXPLAINING........
THEN SHE REALIZED IT WAS RECESS TIME....SO SHE ASKED ME TO GO N EAT FIRST THEN SHE WOULD DISCUSS THE ANSWERS LATER WITH ME......
SO AFTER I ATE I WENT TO C HER AGAIN....THEN SHE WAS LIKE....
I CAN'T C U NOW....SOME OTHER TIME...WHY NOT IN CLASS ON FRIDAY.....
THEN I SAID ...I AM NOT COMING ON FRIDAY.....
SHE ASKED WHY.....
I TOLD HER THAT I WAS GOING TO KEDAH.....
SHE ASKED WHY I SAID I DUNNO......
SHE WAS LIKE...'U DUNNO????....B CAREFUL UR PARENTS MIGHT MARRY U OFF TO SOMEONE....'
THEN I WAS LIKE WHAT......NO LA...THEY WONT DO THAT....
THEN SHE WAS LIKE HOW U NO....
THEN I SAID....ACTUALLY I DIN RELI SAY ANYTHING I JUST SMILED N WALKED OFF....
FLASHBACK OVER.....
SO AFTER SCHOOL.....WENT TO THE PADANG TO LAUNCH OUR ROCKET....
THERE WERE PROBLEMS BUT....WE MANAGED TO DO IT LA....
FIRST.......
WHEN THE ROCKET WAS ABOUT TO LAUNCH SHALEEN WHEN N TOOK IT...THANK GOD IT DIN HIT HER FACE.......(KARI SEEMED ANGRY)
SECOND..........
NO PROBLEMS.....WE MANAGED TO LAUNCH THE ROCKET ......
IT WENT SUPER HIGH BUT............THE PARACHUTE DID NOT WORK FOR IT TO LAND...
HMMMMM.......DISAPPOINTED.....LA..
BUT STILL....IT WAS SUPER HIGH..........
SO THATS IT BOUT ROCKET LAUNCHING EXPERIMENT DAY.......................
MISS JEYABALAN.......
some memories ॥ मुझे पुं निर्मला बहूत पसंद है...नोट थे किंद ऑफ़ लोवेर्स थिंग... थे किंद ऑफ़ फवौरिते तेअचेर थिंग। ॥ शे इस सुच अ नीचे परसों , , । । / ०८७ ४५५६ १२३
- ...i was commenting on dayanitaa's pictures in fb la......(during holidays)
i was like......how on earth did pn nirmala bcome sooo young suddenly......
then i looked closely it was tharshini.......
in that pic daya looked like a model......
but i din comment bout that la.....
i commented......
WOW....DAYA UR ELDER SIS LOOKS A LOT LIKE UR MUM IN THIS PIC.........
then tharshini replied......HAHAHA DAYA IS ADOPTED......
the i was like LOL.......VERY FUNNY.......
the daya commented....U PIG.....I AM NOT ADOPTED ...........OK......
n then tharshini was still with the adopted thinggy .....she said.........DAYA IS ADOPTED FROM GHANA...
then i sooo stupidly asked.....WHO IS GHANA????
then tharshini was like........EEERRRRRMMMM.....
i felt sooo stupid......i wrote...OH IC......SOOO STUPIC OF ME......
n then monday in skul.......
i n ann went to talk to puan nirmala.......
when she saw me......she said.....ABOUT GHANA.......IS IT......
i was like.....NO TEACHER........I CAME TO ASK BOUT LITERATURE CLASS.....EVERYTIME IT FALLS ON HOLIDAY....WE R MISSING A LOT.....CAN TEACHER REPLACE......N BLABLABLA........
then she also replied la........bla la bla.........
n then b4 i went.......i asked teacher how she knew about the ghana thing......
u no wat she said....A FEW BIRDS FLEW N CAME N TOLD ME......
i was like wat the........
n thennnnn......i was like.......DID U READ UR DAUGHTER'S FB........tehn she was like NO........I DUN LIKE ALL THAT......
then i asked......LEASHITA TOLD U IS IT........
the she was lilke.......WHY SHE WANNA TELL ME..............
THN....i said......SHE MEMANG LIKE TO FIND PROBLEM WITH ME.......
Then puan lily started laughing.....n puan nirmala.....was like.....raising her eyebrows........
then ann was like.....wats all this about.....
then i told her the whole story........
n she told elaine......n tina , thanaa n suga i told............
now i dunno how many people knows bout it.......
PUAN NIRMALA IS MAKING FUN OF ME ....... U DUN KNOW THERE IS A PLACE CALLED GHANA.....
HAIYOH......soooooo embarassing la.......
i wanna go ask daya who told puan nirmala.......
2.during merentas desa
after running for soo long...i felt thirsty,
so i asked puan nirmala for water......
then she was like......
SORRY MA...WATER FINISH ADY...DO U MIND DRINKING MY WATER????
then i said no.......so she gave me her water to drink..........
she is such a nice teacher la...........
i think i will miss her after form 5........
today my fav T puan nirmala was teaching my class.......literature.........
she was talking about metapores and similes..........
she called nitia a donkey(that morning she also got to the front of the perhimpunan n got scolding from pengetua for coming late....not sure she got scolding or not but she was called to the front of the assembly n the pengetua was talking to her)........
my fav T called me a rose then lee ann was like..........
teacher she is already too much of a rose............
teacher was like oh u have an admirer............
then she continued teaching..............
since she finished early............
she.......
suddenly asked me...........
who is the thorns among the roses.............
then i said i dun get it..........
the she just smiled...........
then i asked dharshini to ask her wat she meant.............
puan nirmala said she taught that i had an admirer.........
then dharshini started laughing n said...........
haiyoh....no teacher..........
no one is admiring her..........
lee ann meant that ashvinaa likes to praise(self-praising)...........
then teacher started laughing.............
after when teacher walked out of the class............
i asked her..........
teacher did u find my story that i wrote last year.............
then she said yes........
she had already sent is to scholastic............
but i guess.........
i didn't win b coz they said the winner would be announced at the 31st of october..........
now it is already 15 th of january..............
already soo many months.............
neva mind............
i was crying last year thinking that teacher actually lost my story.................
but now i'm glad that she had found it after all.............
ಇ'ಮ್ ಸದ ಶೇ ಸೈಡ್ ಮೈ ಸ್ಟೋರಿ ವಾಸ್ ನಾಟ್ ರಿಯಲಿ ಗುಡ್.........



